i decided, well not so much decide as was forced, to go to college for four years, postponing my army service for the mean time, while also adding three years to my service.
and if that wasn't bad enough, the subject i'm majoring in totally sucks. or at least i think it does, from what we've learned in the first semester and a half. but the problem is that there isn't a subject that i do want to learn. but i do need to get a degree. so i thought, it won't be that bad, just study for four more years, and get it over with, right? wrong.
about three weeks into the first semester, i stopped going to classes, al together. it was just so boring. and then, about three weeks into the scond semester, i stopped going to the dorms, and just stayed at home (if i would have just gone to college, like a normal person, i would have slept in the dorms about 4 days a week, and at home in the weekends).
i missed all my midterms, but most were optional, so that if you fare worse in the finals, it will help your grade, but won't hurt it if you do better. i haven't done a single homework assignment that required me to get out of my room to get it checked, and only did a few that i could do over the internet.
so now, i just stay at home, and do NOTHING.
i wish i could just "quit" and go to the army for the three years instead, but i know i'll have to get a degree sometime, and doing it now is the best as far as getting experience goes.
i hate my life...
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